Your entire rant contained precisely zero periods and zero commas. I think your "backround an education" was lacking. I think this may be why you feel misunderstood at your job with CSL; you may not be able to objectively look at what might be wrong or lacking in the abilities that they were looking for in that position. I'm glad you found a new job that seems to suit your talents better. Oddly in my town, about 60% of the CSL employees are male. I hope you're able to see the issue with your post and the 3 negative feedbacks you've gotten as a Sign. Good luck, sincerely!