You are educating me of course Charles, did I understand you to say that you were Chinese or Indian? This should not make a difference however, and everyone should be treated as human beings. It reminds me aof America, where the door is open to everyone at all times for the right price(smile). I love my country, however I am embarassed of the greed and how it has become because of politics and the pushing of the envelope. It seems that everything in America is for sale to the highest bidder. I am so glad of my Christian faith which says that god accepts us all as equals. It doesn't matter what tribe or bloodline you're from, he says "knock and the door shall be open" "seek and yee shall find."
It seems that you have made your mind up what you will do. If so, I'm sure it's for the best. God puts us in certain situations to test us or prepare us for things to come.Please do not consider yourself as a failure because you're not. This was merely another chapter/phase in the thing called life. Be strong, hold your head up high and look to the future.Later